I love lists.
My best friend actually bought me a book called "Listography," and all I do with it is make lists for different topics :)
So now is the time to post my summer goals, so that I can hold myself accountable, as well as others, for completing my goals and not getting distracted.
I met with a girl, who is a great, godly young girl, and she encouraged me to "put teeth" on my goals. Not to be broad and general, but to get down to specifics.
Now, I know I will probably get distracted with my goals. I will fail. I will not be consistent. I will get bored of trying to complete my goals. I will want to quit.
But I can't quit.
My goals are set in place to help me succeed, to grow, and to prosper in God's will.
They are also an attempt to start caring for myself.
Goals:
1: Spend Time with God
a: Read the Bible at least twice a Day.
b: Finish reading the entire Bible by the end of summer.
c: Start writing daily devotions.
d: Every Saturday = Participate in Sabbath (or Shabbos)on my own.
e: Listen to at least 1 sermon a day.
f: Pray always. Perhaps journaling prayer?
g: Attend Church every Sunday, regardless.
Now these are very different Goals for me. Never have I ever pursued God this actively, or with such vigor. Never have I wanted to pursue God. However, the more I learn about God, the closer I feel to God, even in hardships. If I keep my eyes on the Lord, I will not fall away.
2: Get back in shape
a: Work out at least 4x a week
b: Bike twice a week
c: Swim twice a week
d: Run three times a week
e: Lift weights every other day.
f: Set up a strict, healthy, balanced eating habits
g: Be intentional about taking vitamins
h: Be conscious about hygiene
i: Rest on Saturday.
People often say that I am "too skinny" or "small," my own family says that. It is seriously something I can't help. Even if I eat like a pig, nothing happens. I have a great metabolism that I am taking advantage of. It won't stay that way for long. So if I pursue healthy lifestyle patterns now, It will eventually become an subconscious habit (I hope). I want to be HEALTHY. Not "skinny," not "small," but in good physical health. I do see myself unhealthy, but not fat. I am skinny, however, I do not want to look weak or sickly. I need to find the balance
3: Spend time with Family
a: Date nights with my sisters, individually and together
b: Group date nights (Mom+Daughters/Dad+Daughters)
c: Individual Dates with my parents
d: Weekend "retreats" with each individual parent
e: Intentionally make myself available to talk to my sisters and parents
f: Encourage a family night? Hopefully get a night set aside for that
g: Help plan family meals- Eat together more often
h: Start having better contact with my extended family (I miss them!)
This summer, I did not want to go back home. I did not want to go back to my family, and overall I had been avoiding going home as much as possible. I had planned to stay in my college town, find an apartment, and start my own life. However, I have realize that I will always be apart of my family. That ignoring problems, and not addressing them is damaging and adds to self-destruction. That I need to relearn how to respect my parents like God wants. That I need to be the GOOD and POSITIVE example for my younger siblings. That I need to once again become apart of my own family. So, I gave up my job, my 'going to be' apartment, and my own agenda to try and pursue a better relationship with my parents and siblings. I have big plans, I hope I rock the boat in my family, I want to help encourage change to become a real family again. God help me.
4: Random, other Goals
a: Get rid of at least 1/2 of my clothing. Limit it to what I need, and some extra "special occasion" stuff.
b: Finish painting/decorating the basement
c: Start a small garden
d: Walk my dog everyday
e: Only sleep 7.5 hours a night
f: Be in bed by midnight, regardless.
g: ( to be continued)
I have more.. I have just currently run out of time haha.
PRAY FOR ME!
Step Six.
Friday, May 7, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
Genesis 2:4-25
The second section in my study of Genesis is->
Here is what I want to hit on:
So that is what I discovered in chapter two. I really am in awe of what I am discovering in such a short amount of verses!
Now, the tough part is the application.
I have already began trying to implement and incorporate my discoveries into my every day life, as well as my moral foundation. In fact, I have received five great books that will help me grow even more.
1: "The Way I was made" by Chris Tomlin (autobiography- HIGHLY recommended)
2: "The pursuit of God" by A.W. Tozer
3: "Chosen by God- Know God's perfect plan for His glory and His children" by RC Sproul
4: "Knowing God" by J.I. Packer
5: "Spiritual disciplines for the Christian life" by Donald S. Whitney
All were highly recommended for having a more solid theology and faith. I will most likely blog about my readings :)
"So take each breath that I breathe and be the life that I bleed-Create again in me"
- Create Again by Aaron Shust.
Step Four.
"B. Earth's First People [2:4-4:26]
1. The Man and Woman in the Sanctuary of Eden [2:4-25]"
This section dived back into the 6th day, and unraveled the miracle of Man's creation.
Here is the summary:
This section dived back into the 6th day, and unraveled the miracle of Man's creation.
Here is the summary:
This happened during creation, before God called the plants to sprout, for he hadn't caused it to rain yet. Out of the dust of the ground, God formed man, and breathed Life into him, so he would become living. God them placed man in the Garden of Eden. Then God brought up every tree for food and aesthetics. Two trees also grew- The Tree of Live, and the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil.
There is a river that flows out of Eden, and divides into four different rivers- The Pishon, (Which flowed around the land of Havilah- where there was Gold, bdellium, and onyx). The Gihon, (which flowed around the land of Cush). The Tigris, and The Euphrates.
The Lord put man in the garden, and told him to work and keep it. He also commanded man- "You may surely eat of every tree of the garden, except the Tree of Life, and the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die." [2:16-17] So Man is alone, tending the garden and working. But Man was lonely. So God says "It is not good for man to be alone..."[2:18] And wants to create a helper fit for Man.
God then brings all the animals to man for him to name, and what ever Man calls them, it shall be his name. So Adam names all the animals, but still no "helper" was found. So God caused Man to fall into a deep sleep- where he removed one of his ribs, and replaced it with flesh. From the rib, God made Woman, and then she was brought to Man
Man declares "This at last is bones of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called woman, because she was taken out of man" [2:23] Then the chapter ends with this:
There is a river that flows out of Eden, and divides into four different rivers- The Pishon, (Which flowed around the land of Havilah- where there was Gold, bdellium, and onyx). The Gihon, (which flowed around the land of Cush). The Tigris, and The Euphrates.
The Lord put man in the garden, and told him to work and keep it. He also commanded man- "You may surely eat of every tree of the garden, except the Tree of Life, and the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die." [2:16-17] So Man is alone, tending the garden and working. But Man was lonely. So God says "It is not good for man to be alone..."[2:18] And wants to create a helper fit for Man.
God then brings all the animals to man for him to name, and what ever Man calls them, it shall be his name. So Adam names all the animals, but still no "helper" was found. So God caused Man to fall into a deep sleep- where he removed one of his ribs, and replaced it with flesh. From the rib, God made Woman, and then she was brought to Man
Man declares "This at last is bones of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called woman, because she was taken out of man" [2:23] Then the chapter ends with this:
"Therefore a man shall leave his father and his mother and hold fast to his wide, and they shall become one in flesh. And the man and his wife were both naked and were not ashamed." [2:24-25]
Here is what I want to hit on:
1. Before the fall, God calls man to work. So working is not a sin, we were actually designed to work. I can relate to this, because the only time I don't want to do anything is when I am sleeping. I like to work, I like to accomplish tasks and goals. It is fulfilling
2. God calls Man to work and keep the land. Work and keep- not pillage and destroy. Man was to be a gardener, one who worked to maintain the beauty of the garden. Who was to care for and have authority over plants and animals.
3. The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. At this point, we are not sure why these two trees were planted, only that God said not to eat of them. A commentary in my study bible had this to say- ""The fruit of this tree has been variously understood as (1) giving sexual awareness, (2) moral discrimination, (3) moral responsibility and (4) moral experience. Of these possibilities, the last is likely; by their obedience or disobedience the human couple will come to know good and evil by experience."
3. The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. At this point, we are not sure why these two trees were planted, only that God said not to eat of them. A commentary in my study bible had this to say- ""The fruit of this tree has been variously understood as (1) giving sexual awareness, (2) moral discrimination, (3) moral responsibility and (4) moral experience. Of these possibilities, the last is likely; by their obedience or disobedience the human couple will come to know good and evil by experience."
I totally agree with that statement. How amazing would it have been to just know good! And how self-destroying is it to experience evil through experiences? I know this feeling of evil experiences first hand, and they do come from a lack of moral discrimination, responsibility, and experience. They are painful, shameful, and regretful. Nothing erases discovering evil by experience... yet we so easily overlook discovering Good by experience. Treasure the Good.
4. Beauty has purpose. The bible says God brought up trees for pleasure (aesthetic). Even just looking at nature, we can see the beauty. But God specifically created certain plants just for beauty :) How great is that! Not everything needs to have a purpose- or be made into something of value. Simple beauty is worth more money.
5. The chapter mentions 4 rivers- Pishon, Gihon, Tigris, and the Euphrates. We can then assume that the Garden of Eden was somewhere in the area of the Tigris and the Euphrates. The other two rivers have not be identified. This would put Eden in, what we call, we crest of civilization. There are geographical locations that coincide with what is said in the Bible. Thus, even alongside pagan history- we can justify that the Bible is true, and these events actually occurred.
4. Beauty has purpose. The bible says God brought up trees for pleasure (aesthetic). Even just looking at nature, we can see the beauty. But God specifically created certain plants just for beauty :) How great is that! Not everything needs to have a purpose- or be made into something of value. Simple beauty is worth more money.
5. The chapter mentions 4 rivers- Pishon, Gihon, Tigris, and the Euphrates. We can then assume that the Garden of Eden was somewhere in the area of the Tigris and the Euphrates. The other two rivers have not be identified. This would put Eden in, what we call, we crest of civilization. There are geographical locations that coincide with what is said in the Bible. Thus, even alongside pagan history- we can justify that the Bible is true, and these events actually occurred.
6. God said that Man should NOT be alone. Man needs companionship, man needs help, and man needs a physical presence that they can mutually relate to. While God is satisfying, he created us to need work, and friends.
7. The First Marriage. Man declares "This is at last bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh." Regarding first seeing woman. Basically- Match made in.. Eden, ha. How lovingly they much have met each other, both completely satisfied with the other, not needing anything more, only God. What a beautiful relationship :) <3>8. "Shall be one in flesh." I want to focus on this passage quickly, because it is dear to me. It says that man should leave his parents and hold fast to his wife, and they will become one flesh. This references sex WITHIN marriage. But aside from that, sex alone is become "one flesh" with another.
Think about this: Every time a person has sex, they become "one" with another. Now tear that person away, and that "one" has become half. Every time sex occurs outside of marriage, it is severely dangerous and damaging- because the purpose was that it was created to happen within marriage. This is why there are so many sexually broken people. Because that commitment, that bond, the "oneness" was created, then torn apart.
9. "Both were naked and not ashamed." Again, even nakedness (or anything private) is reserved for marriage. It is an exchange of a visual gift between the married couple. Any nakedness outside of marriage, outside of your spouse, is shameful. Being not ashamed doesn't mean they were comfortable with their bodies either. (However, they did not have any knowledge of anything but being naked), but it meant that they, as a married couple, did not have shame or guilt looking at the other, or being with the other. Again, if this happens outside of marriage- there will be deep regret, consequences, and shame, there is no avoiding it.
9. "Both were naked and not ashamed." Again, even nakedness (or anything private) is reserved for marriage. It is an exchange of a visual gift between the married couple. Any nakedness outside of marriage, outside of your spouse, is shameful. Being not ashamed doesn't mean they were comfortable with their bodies either. (However, they did not have any knowledge of anything but being naked), but it meant that they, as a married couple, did not have shame or guilt looking at the other, or being with the other. Again, if this happens outside of marriage- there will be deep regret, consequences, and shame, there is no avoiding it.
So that is what I discovered in chapter two. I really am in awe of what I am discovering in such a short amount of verses!
Now, the tough part is the application.
I have already began trying to implement and incorporate my discoveries into my every day life, as well as my moral foundation. In fact, I have received five great books that will help me grow even more.
1: "The Way I was made" by Chris Tomlin (autobiography- HIGHLY recommended)
2: "The pursuit of God" by A.W. Tozer
3: "Chosen by God- Know God's perfect plan for His glory and His children" by RC Sproul
4: "Knowing God" by J.I. Packer
5: "Spiritual disciplines for the Christian life" by Donald S. Whitney
All were highly recommended for having a more solid theology and faith. I will most likely blog about my readings :)
"So take each breath that I breathe and be the life that I bleed-Create again in me"
- Create Again by Aaron Shust.
Step Four.
Distractions and Directions
This afternoon, I was set on reading my bible. I grabbed my pencil to take notes, a highlighter, and opened my Bible to start studying.
A few verses in, and my cell phone begins to vibrate.
At first I ignore it, however.. "It might be important?"
Picked up my phone, and looked at the text message I had received ... from facebook.
With that, I proceeded to grab my computer and check my facebook.
After a few minutes of reading the message I had gotten, and scrolling down my homepage to see what everyone else was doing, I finally decided I had enough. I shut my computer and set it aside.
Then I picked up my Bible again.
A few verses in, and my cell phone begins to vibrate.
Again, I try to ignore it.. but I can't. It was a text from my cousin in memphis!
Great! Fantastic to hear from you! But.. Now these distractions are getting on my nerves.
Picked up the bible.. again.
Phone went off.. again. UGH.
Now, growing up in a generation of technology, It is hard to just put our "connections" aside and try to connect with God. I even think that I am now trained to answer my phone when it vibrates. In Psychology, it is called classical conditioning. I think that is why many people "think" their phone vibrated, or rang, but really it didn't.
The dependency that I have, and that I know others have, on petty technology is actually decreasing my abilities to have face-to-face relationships with other people. As well as alone time with God.
So this got me thinking:
What other daily things distract me from God?
.. so I made a list :)
1. Cellphones- HUGE one. We never go anywhere without our cellphones anymore. Texting, calling, our phones are ALWAYS on, and ALWAYS ready. I like to picture that my cellphone is a gun, and I am in an old western movie. As soon as it vibrates.. BAM. its out in my hand. ( I probably spun it around my figures a few times too.. but obviously too fast for me to actually realize.)
2. Computers- Even at work, computers are a huge distraction for me. Not only do they have access to the internet, but even when the internet is down, there are games, movies, "paintshop".. You can keep yourself busy for hours.
3. Facebook- This one somewhat falls under both cellphones and computers. I have my cellphone connected to my facebook so that I can get alerts and respond immediately to them. Ridiculous? Very much so. Especially when you have a long thread of messages between a group of people. And honestly? I don't need to know what all my friends are doing.
A few verses in, and my cell phone begins to vibrate.
At first I ignore it, however.. "It might be important?"
Picked up my phone, and looked at the text message I had received ... from facebook.
With that, I proceeded to grab my computer and check my facebook.
After a few minutes of reading the message I had gotten, and scrolling down my homepage to see what everyone else was doing, I finally decided I had enough. I shut my computer and set it aside.
Then I picked up my Bible again.
A few verses in, and my cell phone begins to vibrate.
Again, I try to ignore it.. but I can't. It was a text from my cousin in memphis!
Great! Fantastic to hear from you! But.. Now these distractions are getting on my nerves.
Picked up the bible.. again.
Phone went off.. again. UGH.
Now, growing up in a generation of technology, It is hard to just put our "connections" aside and try to connect with God. I even think that I am now trained to answer my phone when it vibrates. In Psychology, it is called classical conditioning. I think that is why many people "think" their phone vibrated, or rang, but really it didn't.
The dependency that I have, and that I know others have, on petty technology is actually decreasing my abilities to have face-to-face relationships with other people. As well as alone time with God.
So this got me thinking:
What other daily things distract me from God?
.. so I made a list :)
1. Cellphones- HUGE one. We never go anywhere without our cellphones anymore. Texting, calling, our phones are ALWAYS on, and ALWAYS ready. I like to picture that my cellphone is a gun, and I am in an old western movie. As soon as it vibrates.. BAM. its out in my hand. ( I probably spun it around my figures a few times too.. but obviously too fast for me to actually realize.)
2. Computers- Even at work, computers are a huge distraction for me. Not only do they have access to the internet, but even when the internet is down, there are games, movies, "paintshop".. You can keep yourself busy for hours.
3. Facebook- This one somewhat falls under both cellphones and computers. I have my cellphone connected to my facebook so that I can get alerts and respond immediately to them. Ridiculous? Very much so. Especially when you have a long thread of messages between a group of people. And honestly? I don't need to know what all my friends are doing.
4. TV- Now, being in a college dorm where cable isn't provided.. you would think that our time is devoted more towards studying. WRONG, ha. Hulu is an excellent source of my favorite TV shows. I also am a movie fanatic.. and I have a TV in the dorm. Put two and two together.. and you get distractions.
5. Classes- While classes are good to attend, and I need to get an education, a lot of my time and energy is wasted on homework, or stressing over classes.
6. Social Obligations- This could be setting time aside to hang out with a certain person, or it could be the time I spend talking to people on skype, or facebook chat. Also, when people enter my dorm room, I am often obligated to talk.
7. General Noise- When I read my bible, I like it to be in a peaceful and comfortable setting. However, as soon as I open my window, I hear others things besides God's word. I'll get distracted by the noise outside, the noise in the next room, or the noise in the hall.
Solutions?:
1: God comes first, always. People can wait.
2: Turn off computer, phone, Tv. etc.
5. Classes- While classes are good to attend, and I need to get an education, a lot of my time and energy is wasted on homework, or stressing over classes.
6. Social Obligations- This could be setting time aside to hang out with a certain person, or it could be the time I spend talking to people on skype, or facebook chat. Also, when people enter my dorm room, I am often obligated to talk.
7. General Noise- When I read my bible, I like it to be in a peaceful and comfortable setting. However, as soon as I open my window, I hear others things besides God's word. I'll get distracted by the noise outside, the noise in the next room, or the noise in the hall.
Solutions?:
1: God comes first, always. People can wait.
2: Turn off computer, phone, Tv. etc.
3: Plan ahead to set time aside in the day, that way you can also plan for your work.
4: Find a quiet area. Commit to it remaining quiet.
4: Find a quiet area. Commit to it remaining quiet.
While sometimes these connections are great to have, I do not want to be dependent on them. I rather be dependent on things that draw me closer to God. [Another list]
1. The Bible- Well, it is God's Word.. so if that isn't helping me become closer.. then theres a problem.
2. Friendships- I want to surround myself with people who will build me up, and encourage my walk with God, not criticize or judge my beliefs. I also want friends of character, so that I can build up my character. This would also encourage me to be less pressured into worldly things, and avoid worldly situations (such as drinking, drugs, parties) altogether.
3. Music- I love music, I love to just sing or play piano. I love doing it alone though. Recently, after reading a psalm or two, I am inspired to write worship songs. Sometimes the songs talk about how broken I am, or are calls to God for help. I think music is one way to personally connect spiritually with God. Also, the music I chose to listen to. Rapping about how you want to get drunk isn't all that glorifying to God, ha.
4. Climate- By this I mean school, work, peoples houses I chose to hang out at, etc. I am blessed to be going to a private, Christian college, but even among such a great, spiritually encouraging environment, temptation happens. Also, I surround myself with posters and pictures in my room. I have a collection of movies as well, but which ones are going to pull me close to God, and which ones are going to pull me away?
5. Church/Chapel- For me, church and chapel not only are places of learning, but they are a fountain where I can rejuvenate my soul. The On-campus chapel I try to attend, is always a welcomed break in my week. There, I can praise and focus on God, and renew my spirit for the oncoming day/week.
1. The Bible- Well, it is God's Word.. so if that isn't helping me become closer.. then theres a problem.
2. Friendships- I want to surround myself with people who will build me up, and encourage my walk with God, not criticize or judge my beliefs. I also want friends of character, so that I can build up my character. This would also encourage me to be less pressured into worldly things, and avoid worldly situations (such as drinking, drugs, parties) altogether.
3. Music- I love music, I love to just sing or play piano. I love doing it alone though. Recently, after reading a psalm or two, I am inspired to write worship songs. Sometimes the songs talk about how broken I am, or are calls to God for help. I think music is one way to personally connect spiritually with God. Also, the music I chose to listen to. Rapping about how you want to get drunk isn't all that glorifying to God, ha.
4. Climate- By this I mean school, work, peoples houses I chose to hang out at, etc. I am blessed to be going to a private, Christian college, but even among such a great, spiritually encouraging environment, temptation happens. Also, I surround myself with posters and pictures in my room. I have a collection of movies as well, but which ones are going to pull me close to God, and which ones are going to pull me away?
5. Church/Chapel- For me, church and chapel not only are places of learning, but they are a fountain where I can rejuvenate my soul. The On-campus chapel I try to attend, is always a welcomed break in my week. There, I can praise and focus on God, and renew my spirit for the oncoming day/week.
6. Studying- There is a professor on campus who always says "Study is Worship." That is something I have been known to take advantage of. Personally, I do not like studying unless it is of personal interest. But I am learning that to please God, I must respect the authority figures placed above me. If that includes accomplishing my homework... then I must do it.
7. Self-Care- One way to honor God is to honor his temple, or my body. Ways to do this would include working out regularly, eating healthy, maintaining good habits (including a positive attitude), and good hygiene as well.
8. Prayer- I don't remember where I heard this, but.. "Pray until you want to." That phrase has stuck with me. Sometimes, it might feel like a chore to pray. But recently, I am in constant prayer and praise. However, I know that I will hit a roadblock of a time where I might not want to pray. I am trying to prepare my heart and my mind now by always praying. Also.. it's a good way to build a habit of prayer.
So in a transitional time where I am trying to change, I have to be conscious of creating the right environment for myself and my walk with God. Anything that hinders my walk needs to be removed or reconstructed.
I am on the narrow path, one that is currently under construction.
Step Three.
8. Prayer- I don't remember where I heard this, but.. "Pray until you want to." That phrase has stuck with me. Sometimes, it might feel like a chore to pray. But recently, I am in constant prayer and praise. However, I know that I will hit a roadblock of a time where I might not want to pray. I am trying to prepare my heart and my mind now by always praying. Also.. it's a good way to build a habit of prayer.
So in a transitional time where I am trying to change, I have to be conscious of creating the right environment for myself and my walk with God. Anything that hinders my walk needs to be removed or reconstructed.
I am on the narrow path, one that is currently under construction.
Step Three.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Genesis 1:1-2:3
After soaking up Psalms, Proverbs, Isaiah, Jeremiah, Job and Romans.. I decided that I would start reading the Bible from the very beginning- Genesis.
Now, the bible is divided into two parts- The new testament and the old testament. It isn't supposed to be read as a "story book." It can be read by studying random books, or you can just read different verses, what ever you'd like. For me, however, I have grown up in a Christian home, and so all of the "stories of the bible" are no vague memories. I want to rediscover what God's word has to say- from the very start.
And since this relationship is just now starting- Why not start with the beginning of the Word?
Now, the bible is divided into two parts- The new testament and the old testament. It isn't supposed to be read as a "story book." It can be read by studying random books, or you can just read different verses, what ever you'd like. For me, however, I have grown up in a Christian home, and so all of the "stories of the bible" are no vague memories. I want to rediscover what God's word has to say- from the very start.
And since this relationship is just now starting- Why not start with the beginning of the Word?
I am blessed enough to have an "ESV" study bible- which is called the English Standard Version (or 'Extra-Special Version' according to my youth pastor). In the beginning of each book, they give a summary of the themes, historical context, and a detailed list of what is covered in that book.
Now, I am a person who LOVES lists. I LOVE making lists, and checking things off lists :)
I am going to be following the provided list in my bible.
Now, I am a person who LOVES lists. I LOVE making lists, and checking things off lists :)
I am going to be following the provided list in my bible.
Here is how it looks:
I: Primeval History (1:1-11:26)
a) God's creation and ordering of the Heaven and the earth (1:1-2:3)
1) [1:1] -God created the Heavens and the Earth- the beginning of everything as we know it.
...
and thats as far as I've gotten. I am going verse by verse to soak in what each verse has to offer... so the point "1) [1:1]" is not the actual verse, but what I took from it.
a) God's creation and ordering of the Heaven and the earth (1:1-2:3)
1) [1:1] -God created the Heavens and the Earth- the beginning of everything as we know it.
...
and thats as far as I've gotten. I am going verse by verse to soak in what each verse has to offer... so the point "1) [1:1]" is not the actual verse, but what I took from it.
Here is what I have discovered so far:
God created everything in 6 days (rested on the 7th). At the end of each creation day it says "And there was evening and there was morning, the "third" day" So this implies that God had already established the order in which a "day" would take place. It would have the morning, daytime, evening, and night time- The entirety of a day. Some might argue that "God is not restricted by time," and while that is true, would it really be such a grand miracle and display of power if he had not created everything in our time frame of "a day" ? I believe that it took 6 days to create the world, and universe as we know it. And if God can do THAT much work in 6 work days... I should be doing a lot more than I am now, ha.
Day 1: God created Light, and separated it from darkness. Light= Daytime, Darkness= Nighttime. The in betweens would be called morning and evening, as preparation for daytime and night time. "and it was good."
Day 2: God separated the waters "below and above the expanse." This is the creation of sky and sea. In my mind.. its like a doodle idea. When someone draws an ocean, and then theres like a "space" before they draw clouds above it. That's how I picture the "expanse." It says "God called the expanse heaven" in 1:8, and I am not sure how to take that verse. It is planted right after verse 1:7 which says " And God made the expanse and separated the waters that were under the expanse and the waters that were above the expanse. And it was so." So i'm not sure if the expanse is "actual" heaven or if it just references the sky/atmosphere as being "heaven." But nonetheless "It was good."
Day 3: God separated the waters, and land appeared. God calls the dry land "Earth" and the gathered waters "Sea." On the Earth, three specific things will grow- Vegetation, Seed plants, and fruit trees where their seed is the fruit. Everything then sprouts "according to their own kind" and "It was good."
Day 4: God declares that the there will be Light for the expanses- for day and night. and these will be the signs of the season, for the days and years. They are to give light upon the earth. God created two great lights. For the day= the sun. For the night= the moon ("...and the stars"). He places them in the expanse of the heavens. They are to rule over the day and night, and separate light from dark. "It was good." The way that the bible addresses "the stars" make it sound like an afterthought. Like, God was like "Sun, Moon.... Oh, and Stars.. EXIST!" Awesome.
Day 5: God created creatures of the sky- birds, and great creatures of the sea- fish and stuff.
"According to their kind" and it was Good. Then God blessed them -Be fruitful and multiply. Fill the sea and the earth.
Day 6: God created 3 specific creatures- Livestock, creeping things, and beats of the earth. He made everything "according to its own kind" and "it was good." The God said "Let us make man in OUR image, after OUR likeness. Let man have authority over the fish, the birds, livestock, over the earth, and every little creature." [1:36] So God created Male and Female. Then he blessed him and said "be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth and subdue it, have authority over every creature, over every living thing that moves" [1:38] The God told Man that he has given him plants and animals, birds, and fish for food. Then God stepped back, looked at everything and said "It was VERY good."
God created everything in 6 days (rested on the 7th). At the end of each creation day it says "And there was evening and there was morning, the "third" day" So this implies that God had already established the order in which a "day" would take place. It would have the morning, daytime, evening, and night time- The entirety of a day. Some might argue that "God is not restricted by time," and while that is true, would it really be such a grand miracle and display of power if he had not created everything in our time frame of "a day" ? I believe that it took 6 days to create the world, and universe as we know it. And if God can do THAT much work in 6 work days... I should be doing a lot more than I am now, ha.
Day 1: God created Light, and separated it from darkness. Light= Daytime, Darkness= Nighttime. The in betweens would be called morning and evening, as preparation for daytime and night time. "and it was good."
Day 2: God separated the waters "below and above the expanse." This is the creation of sky and sea. In my mind.. its like a doodle idea. When someone draws an ocean, and then theres like a "space" before they draw clouds above it. That's how I picture the "expanse." It says "God called the expanse heaven" in 1:8, and I am not sure how to take that verse. It is planted right after verse 1:7 which says " And God made the expanse and separated the waters that were under the expanse and the waters that were above the expanse. And it was so." So i'm not sure if the expanse is "actual" heaven or if it just references the sky/atmosphere as being "heaven." But nonetheless "It was good."
Day 3: God separated the waters, and land appeared. God calls the dry land "Earth" and the gathered waters "Sea." On the Earth, three specific things will grow- Vegetation, Seed plants, and fruit trees where their seed is the fruit. Everything then sprouts "according to their own kind" and "It was good."
Day 4: God declares that the there will be Light for the expanses- for day and night. and these will be the signs of the season, for the days and years. They are to give light upon the earth. God created two great lights. For the day= the sun. For the night= the moon ("...and the stars"). He places them in the expanse of the heavens. They are to rule over the day and night, and separate light from dark. "It was good." The way that the bible addresses "the stars" make it sound like an afterthought. Like, God was like "Sun, Moon.... Oh, and Stars.. EXIST!" Awesome.
Day 5: God created creatures of the sky- birds, and great creatures of the sea- fish and stuff.
"According to their kind" and it was Good. Then God blessed them -Be fruitful and multiply. Fill the sea and the earth.
Day 6: God created 3 specific creatures- Livestock, creeping things, and beats of the earth. He made everything "according to its own kind" and "it was good." The God said "Let us make man in OUR image, after OUR likeness. Let man have authority over the fish, the birds, livestock, over the earth, and every little creature." [1:36] So God created Male and Female. Then he blessed him and said "be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth and subdue it, have authority over every creature, over every living thing that moves" [1:38] The God told Man that he has given him plants and animals, birds, and fish for food. Then God stepped back, looked at everything and said "It was VERY good."
Day 7: Everything was completed. God finished His work that He had to do, then He rested from everything He had done. Then God blessed the 7th day, making it holy, because He rested from his work.
This is what I took from that section-
1: God is kind of like a painter. Usually a painter outlines what he is going to paint, then fills it in. The painting is not complete until every last detail is perfect to the painters own liking. So I am imagining that day 1 was like the sketch, and day2-6 was the filling in of the colors, fine details, and elaborate artwork.
2: God created time, seasons, measurement of time, and how the sun and moon would affect the earth.
3: The line "According to its kind" is mentioned over and over in reference to creating plants, fish, birds, and beasts. This leads me to believe that God created every species. Not a category of species like "Dogs" and then they "evolved" into different types of dogs,wolves, bears.. however far you want to take it. I believe, however, in natural selection- that the strong survive and then those genetic traits are passed onto their offspring. But that is totally different from "Evolution." Dogs were created as dogs. Wolves as Wolves, Bears as Bears and so forth. Also, "according to its kind" also leads me to believe that animals and plants were created for the environment they were in. So Polar bears were designed to withstand the cold. Camels were made to live in the desert. That idea.
4: God gave plants, animals, fish, and birds to be eaten. Vegetarians, GOD GAVE YOU MEAT TO EAT. You should be blessed to have it, haha. But do what you want.
5: It says "Let US make man in OUR image." This is the first hint to the trinity. The God the father, God the son, and God the holy spirit. Three in One. My favorite analogy is the Apple one. You have the peeling, the fruit part, and the core.. Yet all are made of one apple. That is how God is- Three parts in one. Also, since we are made in God's image.. It is right to assume that not only is the mans face, nose, eyes and limbs are a reflection of Gods image, but also our emotions and actions.
6:God gave authority of the earth to MAN! HOW GREAT IS THAT!?! I feel overwhelmingly blessed that God trusted man enough to give him authority over the earth! Wow. What a great responsibility. But it also says for man to subdue it. I think this implies that he expected mankind to treat the earth with as much respect and wisdom, not to waste and be greedy. This makes me sad, to know that Man has soiled the very thing we were given a responsibility to take care of :(
7: God says constantly "Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the lands!" To birds, fish (except in the sea of course), animals and Man. This I think would go against population control. God wants us to multiply, but be fruitful. He also created reproductive organs for a purpose, not just for pleasure. That is why "1+1=1" or Sex=offspring. ha. My views on marriage and stuff will come later. But basically, God blessed us with the ability to reproduce. We should not take advantage of that, nor abuse that.
8: The way God mentions the creation of the stars like an after thought leads me to believe that God has blessed us with that beauty. Stars are gorgeous. the universe is gorgeous. But, I believe that the universe was created not for "some other beings" or anything. I believe the universe was created so we could be in awe. We can't even picture how far the universe expands.. and GOD IS BIGGER THAN THAT! That blows my mind!
I read this section of the bible on a sunny day, out in peace and quiet, along side a stream that lead into a forest. The sun was shining, the skies were blue, the earth was green, and the animals and birds surrounded me. It was amazing.
God has blessed us with such an amazing world. I do not want to take advantage of that blessing.
Step two.
2: God created time, seasons, measurement of time, and how the sun and moon would affect the earth.
3: The line "According to its kind" is mentioned over and over in reference to creating plants, fish, birds, and beasts. This leads me to believe that God created every species. Not a category of species like "Dogs" and then they "evolved" into different types of dogs,wolves, bears.. however far you want to take it. I believe, however, in natural selection- that the strong survive and then those genetic traits are passed onto their offspring. But that is totally different from "Evolution." Dogs were created as dogs. Wolves as Wolves, Bears as Bears and so forth. Also, "according to its kind" also leads me to believe that animals and plants were created for the environment they were in. So Polar bears were designed to withstand the cold. Camels were made to live in the desert. That idea.
4: God gave plants, animals, fish, and birds to be eaten. Vegetarians, GOD GAVE YOU MEAT TO EAT. You should be blessed to have it, haha. But do what you want.
5: It says "Let US make man in OUR image." This is the first hint to the trinity. The God the father, God the son, and God the holy spirit. Three in One. My favorite analogy is the Apple one. You have the peeling, the fruit part, and the core.. Yet all are made of one apple. That is how God is- Three parts in one. Also, since we are made in God's image.. It is right to assume that not only is the mans face, nose, eyes and limbs are a reflection of Gods image, but also our emotions and actions.
6:God gave authority of the earth to MAN! HOW GREAT IS THAT!?! I feel overwhelmingly blessed that God trusted man enough to give him authority over the earth! Wow. What a great responsibility. But it also says for man to subdue it. I think this implies that he expected mankind to treat the earth with as much respect and wisdom, not to waste and be greedy. This makes me sad, to know that Man has soiled the very thing we were given a responsibility to take care of :(
7: God says constantly "Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the lands!" To birds, fish (except in the sea of course), animals and Man. This I think would go against population control. God wants us to multiply, but be fruitful. He also created reproductive organs for a purpose, not just for pleasure. That is why "1+1=1" or Sex=offspring. ha. My views on marriage and stuff will come later. But basically, God blessed us with the ability to reproduce. We should not take advantage of that, nor abuse that.
8: The way God mentions the creation of the stars like an after thought leads me to believe that God has blessed us with that beauty. Stars are gorgeous. the universe is gorgeous. But, I believe that the universe was created not for "some other beings" or anything. I believe the universe was created so we could be in awe. We can't even picture how far the universe expands.. and GOD IS BIGGER THAN THAT! That blows my mind!
I read this section of the bible on a sunny day, out in peace and quiet, along side a stream that lead into a forest. The sun was shining, the skies were blue, the earth was green, and the animals and birds surrounded me. It was amazing.
God has blessed us with such an amazing world. I do not want to take advantage of that blessing.
Step two.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Tithing your Time
I haven't seen or spent real quality time with my cousins in a really long time. Almost two years.
This past two weeks, I have been blessed with seeing BOTH of my closest cousins: Clayton and Charles :)
Charles is 4 years older, recently married to an amazing woman, and is one of the most Godly men I know.
Clayton is only a year older, so we're a lot closer in age, and going through a lot of similar life experiences- especially in relationships and with God. Again, another Godly man.
I am so thankful that they are related to me :) And their timing with coming back into my life couldn't have been more perfectly set.
The other night I was on the phone with Clayton. He is a big sports person and is actually on a mens basketball league where he leads devotionals every week. So during our phone conversation, he shared with me next weeks devotion, which has been heavy on his heart.
Basically it went like this:
"Ok, so.. the Bible says that we should tithe 10% of our paycheck. But that got me thinking... how much time to we give to God in a week? If we tithe 10% of our time a week.. how much more could we grow?"
So this got me thinking-
168 hours in a week- 10% would be 16.8 hours
24 hours in a day- 10% would be 2.4 hours
60 mins in an hour- 10% is 6 mins an hour.
its as simple as 6 MINUTES AN HOUR!
I mean, people spend 6 mins flipping through tv, or just sitting around doing nothing..
I could waste hours watching hulu, or movies.
but its not that hard to give 2.4 hours everyday. Even if I spaced it out.
Maybe an hour and 10 mins in the morning and at night?
It really isn't that difficult.
This past two weeks, I have been blessed with seeing BOTH of my closest cousins: Clayton and Charles :)
Charles is 4 years older, recently married to an amazing woman, and is one of the most Godly men I know.
Clayton is only a year older, so we're a lot closer in age, and going through a lot of similar life experiences- especially in relationships and with God. Again, another Godly man.
I am so thankful that they are related to me :) And their timing with coming back into my life couldn't have been more perfectly set.
The other night I was on the phone with Clayton. He is a big sports person and is actually on a mens basketball league where he leads devotionals every week. So during our phone conversation, he shared with me next weeks devotion, which has been heavy on his heart.
Basically it went like this:
"Ok, so.. the Bible says that we should tithe 10% of our paycheck. But that got me thinking... how much time to we give to God in a week? If we tithe 10% of our time a week.. how much more could we grow?"
So this got me thinking-
168 hours in a week- 10% would be 16.8 hours
24 hours in a day- 10% would be 2.4 hours
60 mins in an hour- 10% is 6 mins an hour.
its as simple as 6 MINUTES AN HOUR!
I mean, people spend 6 mins flipping through tv, or just sitting around doing nothing..
I could waste hours watching hulu, or movies.
but its not that hard to give 2.4 hours everyday. Even if I spaced it out.
Maybe an hour and 10 mins in the morning and at night?
It really isn't that difficult.
Looking back on my past, the most I "gave God" time wise would be attending chapel or church.
And even in that I wasn't really into it, or really devoting that time to growing in God. Just being there to be there. Get my chapel credits for college, please my parents by attending church... All routine.
Now, as I am working on starting a goal this for the summer, I am trying to implement the habit of spending at least 2.4 hours a day with God. Whether that is through reading, prayer, listening to sermons, or just worshiping him. The more time I spend focusing on God, the more I can grow, and the better and more beautiful our relationship could be! :)
Step one.
And even in that I wasn't really into it, or really devoting that time to growing in God. Just being there to be there. Get my chapel credits for college, please my parents by attending church... All routine.
Now, as I am working on starting a goal this for the summer, I am trying to implement the habit of spending at least 2.4 hours a day with God. Whether that is through reading, prayer, listening to sermons, or just worshiping him. The more time I spend focusing on God, the more I can grow, and the better and more beautiful our relationship could be! :)
Step one.
Monday, April 19, 2010
First Post
Since people typically have a "First Post" describing why they are blogging, so shall I.
I have a lot I want to share.. which is a typical first line for a blogger, but I have different reasons.
This blog is going to be a self-reflecting blog, which I will be working on all through the summer, maybe even beyond.
Here is why I started:
I have a lot I want to share.. which is a typical first line for a blogger, but I have different reasons.
This blog is going to be a self-reflecting blog, which I will be working on all through the summer, maybe even beyond.
Here is why I started:
Summary: I have been neglecting God in my life, and that has taken its affect on relationships- With my family, friends, and intimate others.
I am currently in a class called "Interpersonal Relationships," and one of our first lessons was on "Care."
I am currently in a class called "Interpersonal Relationships," and one of our first lessons was on "Care."
I realize that I cannot care for myself or other until I learn how to care for God.
Now, I am not gifted in writing, my words aren't deeply profound, and I don't have a strong enough faith yet. But, through my readings and prayer, and reflections poured out in this blog.. I will be able to track my growth, and hopefully inspire others.
My goal in life is for people to look at me and think/know "Kirby, she was a woman who walked with God."
That would be the greatest compliment ever received.
And so begins my walk.
My goal in life is for people to look at me and think/know "Kirby, she was a woman who walked with God."
That would be the greatest compliment ever received.
And so begins my walk.
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